The Orphan Wilde: On Paranoia...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

On Paranoia...

... also, "Is it still paranoia if they're really out to get me?" They aren't, of course, but I'm not paranoid that they are, only that they could -try-.

I live a paranoid lifestyle. I don't pick up hitchhikers. I move a loaded revolver into reach anytime I stay in one place in my home for more than a couple of hours.

When I'm walking about, I'm constantly evaluating risks, particularly at night; if somebody jumps out at me with a gun, I'll spray him with petrol, and explain he shouldn't shoot me or he'll start on fire. (Okay, probably not true, but I suspect a would-be robber wouldn't know this.) Or I'll just -KEEP- spraying him with petrol, if he has a knife; it's very hard to concentrate with gasoline in your eyes.

I palm my keys so I can use them as weapons.

I own two wallets. One used to be my "decoy" wallet, to fool pickpockets, but since then it's become my primary wallet, just because my primary wallet is a passport wallet and I've, for paranoid reasons, stopped carrying my passport with me. I intend to buy a new decoy wallet and simply haven't done so yet.

(Now the weird thing is, I'm not the only guy I know who happened on the idea of a decoy wallet. It's a surprisingly common idea, particularly among the kind of people I associate with; we're highly individualistic and self-reliant. I've never known a woman to employ this, but then, most of them carry purses, and decoy purses are harder; yet another reason men's fashion is superior.)

I once punched a fake sword as somebody jumped out from behind a corner and play-swung it at me, in an attempt to scare me.

I shave with a straight-edge razor (technically a barber's razor, but you plebs probably don't know the difference); I keep it at hand in the shower in case somebody comes at me from behind the certain. (Shaving tip: Don't use a straight-edge to shave pubic hair.)

The short of it is, I am -never- not on alert. Life is a constant process of evaluating risks.

I've avoided being mugged as a result before; two guys were following me and a friend in New Haven, CT, at night. We ducked into a store, they were still there when we came out, and started tailing us. A loud conversation about how a mutual friend should have dealt with a mugger ended the tailing; if it hadn't, we were both prepared to fight.

I do not go so far as to stay perpetually equipped for battle; I will wear sandals, I will go places unarmed. But I am always read to kick my sandals off if need be.

And I more or less regard this as not merely normal, but -proper-. This is the way people should behave.

Preparation is the vaccination for violence. If everyone operated like this, nobody would need to.

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Diversions

Dwarf Fortress: This is what Minecraft utterly fails to be. You run a fortress full of sociopathic alcoholics - run in the loosest sense of the word, as they do pretty much whatever they feel like, rather than what you tell them to do. Never has water been so terrifying.

Terraria: A game available for purchase, but relatively cheaply. This is the kind of game I adore; old-fashioned graphics, modern sensibilities about content.

Kingdom of Loathing: A browser-based RPG game with more puns than is good for your health. Surprisingly deep and well designed, although I am rather irritated by the ponderous quantities of limited-time content. (The game is practically defined by limited-time content.)

Schlock Mercenary: If this link is new to you, seriously, spend an hour going through this very accessible sci-fi webcomic. No, you don't need to be a sci-fi nerd to appreciate it.

Saturday Morning Breakfast Cereal: A webcomic which has yet to stop getting better, and it started off pretty damn good.

Khan University: The cure for common education.

Comment Policy

I don't delete comments, except spam. (Except for an ancient comment I just accidentally deleted thinking I was deleting the message telling me about the comment, rather than the comment itself, an irreversible mistake I won't be repeating, and which caused me to write this. My apologies, random internet dood criticizing my approach to education.)

Vitriol is expected. If it's amusing it's encouraged, in fact. If it's directed at me, however, fair warning: I can not only sink to your level, I can kick your ass at it.

I approach blogs as forums for discussion, rather than personal journals. I do not expect anything in particular from my commentators, and everything, including off-topic rants, is perfectly fine by me.

Blogs I'm Reading Right Now

The core list I visit daily.

Coyote Blog is almost always an interesting (and usually an informative) read, and only infrequently blogs about his hobbies.

Borepatch is a no-longer-so-recent addition to my frequent reading list on account of the "I am TJIC" campaign; he's a gunblogger, primarily, but also writes interesting libertarian things. He doesn't call himself a libertarian, apparently. I'd sometimes hesitate as well.

View From The Porch you have seen before. What need I say? Libertarian gunblogger. Bit too much "gun porn" for my tastes - there are a couple of blogs with more, but Tam is near the top - but the non-gun topics are quite good of their own right.

The Volokh Conspiracy is Eugene Volokh. You've seen him before as well. Actually, there are lots of other writers there as well, but his name's on the thing. Lots of legal writing; with major cases, such as the healthcare thing, you'll get five or six different perspectives on the matter. Which can be tedious.

Aretae is one I've followed on and off via Borepatch, but have started following more closely lately; he's some flavor of libertarian/anarchist, I haven't figured out which yet. (Anarchocapitalist, possibly? I suppose I could ask him, but that'd defeat the fun of writing these descriptions.) He seems to be a longtime follower of Overcoming Bias, and I suspect I may have seen him comment there way back when, but my memory is not nearly that good. He has a most excellent description of the various lines of reasoning behind libertarianism here.

Ataraxia and the Mental Effluence is a philosophy blog on mind, meditation, and religion. Among atheists, he is, as I count such things, one of the good guys. He presents a strong case for the rather unusual notion that atheism and agnosticism are not conflicting ideologies, to give you some notion of what his blog is about.

Blogs I Sometimes Visit

Some blogs I catch up on from time to time:

Two Four is a hardcore libertarian/Objectivist - I wish he allowed comments, as I think I'd visit more often for the debates, but his blog, his rules

Captain Capitalism saved me around a hundred thousand dollars when I opted -not- to buy a new house on his advice, and whose advice on the stock market could have doubled any investment; I'm inclined to keep up with him now, even if he says ridiculous things about gender sometimes.

Abstinent Sex Blog is not work safe. (Well, his blog says so, anyways. I'm not sure I've ever seen anything on his page that warrants that, but then, I'm pretty liberal in my attitudes on sex.) He discusses life as a divorcee and an abstinent (and/but kinky) Christian.

Quizzical Pussy is not work safe. She discusses sex and gender, primarily, and I agree with her on 99% of everything in regards to this topic. Discussions are generally significantly more civil than most other places, and QP fosters an environment in which dissenters are treated with respect, which is important for some of the issues she discusses, and a refreshing change from most other gender-focused blogs.

Popehat is a semi-legal blog about, first and foremost, first amendment rights. The positions held in it are diverse, but it is a blog that has the intellectual honesty to declare somebody to be scum while defending their right to scummy free speech. The importance of this position cannot be overstated.

Munchkin Wrangler has the best gun rights post ever written, among other things. His was one of the first blogs I ever read (possibly THE first), and that post single-handedly converted me to the gun rights side of the debate. (I had been on the fence before, seeing it as a non-issue) I don't really read his blog any more - his interests have largely diverged from mine - but I feel I would be remiss in omitting an individual who had such an influence on my worldview.

Overcoming Bias - Once a community blog, I believe Hansen is the only poster now. A strongly libertarian blog on logical processes

Less Wrong - previously of Overcoming Bias - is a community blog discussing a wide range of topics. Its emphasis used to be cognitive bias, but it's become more of a speaking platform for those espousing the Singularity anymore, which sparked my own interest - and skepticism. The posts vary considerably in quality, from brilliant and insightful to petty and pretentious, but it's worth an occasional read. I visit anymore about once a month.

Random Acts of Patriotism is a self-described little-L libertarian (and gunblogger) who I recently discovered through Borepatch. (Which, for those unfamiliar with the small-l libertarian term, is a -more extreme- version of libertarianism, rather the reverse of what you'd expect, holding that the current system is likely not rehabilitatable.)

Smallest Minority is a great place for arguments; the author is on the unprincipled/pragmatic side of the libertarian token, unfortunately (and doesn't know what Objectivism actually is, if his posts on it are any indication), but he generally does great research and his posts are terrific places to find information

The Ultimate Answer to Kings is a libertarian(ish?) guy who went Galt. He writes a lot about the difficulties in homesteading, which is always interesting, to me at least. He also wrote a post on living as a libertarian which I think a lot of us libertarians are in dire need of reading, even if we are kinda-sorta winning right now, for a given value of winning.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

On Paranoia...

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